Step Into the Fire of Transformation: Turn Your Darkness Into Ecstasy & Rise as Your Divine Self

A 4-week journey to shed old identities, embrace your shadow, and reclaim the power and pleasure of your whole, authentic self.

You’ve built your life around a version of you that kept you safe. You’ve worn identities that served a purpose: caretaker, perfectionist, and rebel. But now, they’re no longer who you are—they’re holding you back.

*Letting go feels impossible because it’s tied to safety, love, and survival. But holding on is what’s keeping you from your wholeness.

DOES THIS SOUND LIKE YOU?

You feel stuck in a loop of self-sabotage—no matter how much self-work you do, those patterns keep showing up.

You’re haunted by old stories and identities that no longer serve you, but you can’t seem to let them go.

You feel like you’re wearing a mask—hiding parts of yourself for fear of being judged, rejected, or abandoned.

Shadow work feels overwhelming, confusing, or painful, and you don’t know where to start—or how to move forward.

You crave empowerment, confidence, and clarity, but you feel stuck in cycles of shame, fear, or self-doubt.

Your desires and dreams feel just out of reach because you struggle to believe you’re worthy of having them.

You’ve dimmed your light and stayed small to make others comfortable, leaving you disconnected from your true self.

You long for a sense of wholeness and freedom, but part of you is scared to fully confront what’s in the shadows.

THE

INVITATION

In Alchemy of the Soul, we’ll gently unravel the old stories, identities, and patterns. You will learn how to honor who you’ve been while stepping into who you’re becoming. This isn’t just transformation—it is your reclamation. 

Through shadow work, alchemy, and self-worship, you’ll discover:

  • How to release old identities with grace and self-compassion.

  • The tools to alchemize the pain of letting go into power.

  • How to embody your truth without fear of judgment or rejection.

  • The ecstasy of living as your whole, divine self.

You don’t need to force or fight your way through this process. It’s not about abandoning who you were—it’s about integrating her.

Your shadow holds the wisdom to guide you home to yourself.

THE VISION

Imagine this version of you…

You’re unapologetically whole—a radiant embodiment of your light and dark sides, fully integrated and powerful in your truth.

You’ve reclaimed your true identity, stepping out of old narratives and stepping boldly into your divine self.

You navigate your shadow confidentially, seeing it not as something to fear but as a teacher guiding your transformation.

You’ve broken free from patterns of self-sabotage and now move through life with self-assuredness, clarity, and ease.

You radiate a magnetic energy, fully connected to your inner power and the ecstasy of embodying your highest self.

You honor and worship yourself daily, making decisions that reflect your worth and align with your deepest desires.

You’ve cultivated emotional resilience, allowing you to feel deeply without being consumed, and to rise stronger every time.

You’re creating a life that feels like freedom, where your desires are realized because you’ve aligned with your essence.

WHY I CREATED THIS COURSE:

For years, I lived in a cycle of self-abandonment. I sought validation from others, numbed my emotions, and ran from the parts of myself I didn’t want to see. It wasn’t until I hit a breaking point—when my old identities and coping mechanisms no longer worked—that I realized something had to change. Shadow work became my lifeline. It wasn’t easy to face the darkness I’d hidden from for so long, but it was the most liberating experience of my life.

By leaning into my shadows instead of resisting them, I discovered the parts of myself I’d buried—the raw, untamed, divine aspects of who I truly am. This journey wasn’t just about healing; it was about reclaiming my wholeness. It was about transforming the pain, shame, and fear into empowerment, self-worship, and ecstasy.

And that’s why I created Alchemy of the Soul: Transmuting Darkness Into Ecstasy.

This course isn’t just a program; it’s a sacred container for transformation. It’s the space I wish I had when I was navigating the dark night of my soul—a guide to help you alchemize your pain into your greatest power, so you can rise into the fullness of who you are. This work is deeply personal to me because I’ve lived it. I know what it feels like to let go of old identities that kept you small, confront the shadows that feel too heavy to carry, and step into a version of you that you’ve only dreamed of.

Through this course, I’ll guide you through the same process that changed my life—one that honors every part of you, from the shadowy depths to the divine heights. You’re not broken, and you don’t need fixing. You’re whole, even if you don’t see it yet. Alchemy of the Soul is here to help you claim that wholeness and emerge as the powerful, self-worshipping woman you were always meant to be.

I can finally see myself as someone worthy of love.

“I didn’t realize how much I was holding myself back until I started working with Christina. I was stuck in patterns of self-doubt, constantly comparing myself to others and feeling like I’d never measure up. Christina’s methods on shadow work opened my eyes to how much power I’d been giving away—and how to reclaim it. Her approach isn’t just about understanding your shadow; it’s about transforming it into something beautiful. For the first time in years, I feel like I’m living authentically, and I can finally see myself as someone worthy of love.”

AMARA J.

INTRODUCING

ALCHEMY of the SOUL:

TRANSMUTING DARKNESS INTO ECSTASY

Alchemy of the Soul is a 4-week course designed to guide you through the transformative process of shadow work, alchemy, and self-worship. Together we’ll unravel the old stories, transmute pain into power, and help you step into the truth of who you are.

WEEK 01

The Dark Night of the Soul

Confronting Your Shadow

In the first week, you’ll step into a sacred space of exploration and bravery. Together, we’ll gently uncover the hidden parts of yourself you’ve been avoiding—those shadowy beliefs, fears, and memories that have shaped your life. Through guided practices and rituals, you’ll learn how to hold compassion for your shadow and see it as a powerful ally in your journey. This is where your transformation begins: by facing the darkness with curiosity, not fear.

WEEK 02

The Alchemical Process

Transforming Darkness Into Light

Now that you’ve confronted your shadow, it’s time to transmute it. In week two, you’ll discover the art of inner alchemy: transforming pain into wisdom, shame into confidence, and fear into empowerment. Using proven tools and transformative techniques, you’ll uncover how to reframe your past, rewrite your narratives, and turn what once held you back into the foundation of your power. This week is all about integration and reclaiming your wholeness.

WEEK 03

The Art of Self-Worship

Claiming Your Divinity

This week is where empowerment and pleasure collide. You’ll learn to worship yourself as the divine being you truly are—building rituals, habits, and practices that honor your worth and amplify your inner magnetism. Through guided self-worship practices, you’ll step into a new relationship with yourself, one rooted in reverence and self-love. You’ll leave this week with a toolkit to consistently embody your worth and live a life of unapologetic devotion to yourself.

WEEK 04

Ecstasy

Embodying Your Whole Self

In the final week, you’ll experience the ultimate transformation: stepping fully into the ecstasy of being your authentic, whole self. This is about more than feeling good—it’s about radiating joy, freedom, and alignment with every fiber of your being. You’ll integrate all you’ve learned, letting your new self take root. With rituals and embodiment exercises designed to awaken your highest potential, you’ll leave with a profound sense of empowerment, clarity, and ecstasy.

MEET YOUR GUIDE, FOUNDER, CHRISTINA

Hi, I’m Christina Zayas, your guide for this transformative journey into the depths of your shadow and the heights of your divinity.

As the creator of Alchemy & Ecstasy, my mission is to help women embrace their full selves—the messy, the magnificent, and everything in between. I’ve spent years honing my craft as a shadow work facilitator and self-worship coach, guiding countless women to uncover the power hidden in their darkness and claim their divine essence.

I bring to this course not only my expertise but also my lived experience. I’ve walked the path of self-abandonment, trying to mold myself into what the world wanted me to be, only to realize that my truest power lay in reclaiming all the parts of me I’d been taught to hide. Through shadow work, I discovered the alchemy of transformation and the ecstasy of embracing my full, untamed self.

What sets me apart isn’t just the work I do but the space I hold. I’m not here to fix you—I’m here to remind you that you’ve always been whole. Together, we’ll unravel old stories, rewrite limiting beliefs, and create rituals that honor your deepest desires. This is more than a course; it’s a sacred container where you’ll feel seen, safe, and celebrated.

If you’re ready to confront your shadow, claim your light, and step into the ecstasy of being unapologetically you, then I’m ready to guide you.

Your journey begins now. Let’s step into the magic together.

I didn’t just feel healed; I felt transformed.

“I’ve done other personal growth work, but nothing ever got to the root of my struggles like Christina’s teachings did. I was so afraid to confront the parts of myself I’d been hiding for years—my shame, my anger, my insecurities. But Christina made it feel safe. Her approach is deeply compassionate but also incredibly empowering. By the end of our work together, I didn’t just feel healed; I felt transformed. I see my shadow as my ally now, not my enemy, and that’s a shift I never thought was possible.”

LEILA R.

Unlock These Exclusive Bonuses

Because your transformation deserves sacred support, I’ve included these exclusive bonuses to deepen your journey into shadow work and self-worship. These extras are designed to amplify your results and ensure you feel held every step of the way.

Bonus 1: Guided Audio Meditations

(Value: $97)

Immerse yourself in the magic of transformation with three exclusive audio meditations ‘Confronting the Shadow,’ ‘Claiming Your Divinity,’ and ‘Ecstasy Embodiment Ritual,’ designed to complement your shadow work journey. Press play, close your eyes, and let the guided words lead you to breakthroughs.

Bonus 3: Shadow Integration Journal Prompts

(Value: $37)

Dive deeper into your self-discovery with our exclusive workbook filled with profound, introspective prompts. These questions are designed to take you beyond the surface and guide you into the heart of your shadow work. Keep this as a sacred keepsake of your journey.

Bonus 2: Ritual Kit PDF

(Value: $47)

Step into your goddess energy with a beautifully crafted Ritual Kit guide. Inside, you’ll find instructions for setting up your sacred space, suggested tools (and accessible alternatives), affirmations, and step-by-step rituals that sync with each module of the course. This guide will help you anchor your transformation into your daily life.

Bonus 4: Guided Audio Meditations

(Value: Priceless)

Your journey doesn’t end when the course does. With lifetime access, you can revisit the modules, meditations, and prompts whenever you need a refresher, whether 6 months or 6 years from now.

These bonuses, over $181 in value, are my gift to you because I believe in the power of your transformation.

When you enroll in Alchemy of the Soul today, you will not only gain access to the powerful course modules but also receive two exclusive bonuses to support your transformation:

Exclusive Q&A Coaching Session (Value: $300)

One Month of Voxer Support (Value: $300)

*These are designed to give you the personal touch, clarity, and accountability to stay on track and ensure lasting change.

INVESTMENT

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Full Price: $555 (starts: January 25)

✓ Exclusive Q&A Coaching Session (Value: $300)

✓ One Month of Voxer Support (Value: $300)

✓ Unlimited Lifetime Access to Course Content

TWO PAYMENTS

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Installment Plan

2 Payments of $244

First payment is made upon enrollment.
Second payment is made at the start of Week 2

✓ Exclusive Q&A Coaching Session (Value: $300)

✓ One Month of Voxer Support (Value: $300)

✓ Unlimited Lifetime Access to Course Content

Your transformation is inevitable if you do the work. If you’re ready to show up for yourself, I’m ready to guide you.

I feel whole, radiant, and unapologetically me.

“Before working with Christina, I was constantly chasing validation from others. I thought if I could just be perfect—perfect partner, perfect mother, perfect employee—I’d feel worthy. But that only left me feeling exhausted and disconnected from myself. Through her guidance, I learned to stop abandoning myself for others and start honoring my own needs and desires. Her self-worship practices taught me how to give myself the love and validation I’d been seeking all along. Now, I feel whole, radiant, and unapologetically me.”

NATASHA S.

FAQS

  • This course is for women ready to embrace their shadow, transmute their darkness into light, and claim their divine power. Whether you’re new to shadow work or have dabbled before, Alchemy & Ecstasy is designed to meet you where you are and guide you toward your highest self.

  • Not at all. Alchemy & Ecstasy is broken into short, focused modules that make even the deepest topics approachable. You’ll also have tools like guided meditations, prompts, and rituals to ground you as you navigate the material.

  • You’ll need about 2-3 hours weekly, including watching the video modules (10-15 minutes each), completing your workbook prompts, and engaging in rituals or meditations. This is intentionally designed to fit into your life without adding overwhelm.

  • Not at all. The Ritual Kit PDF includes accessible alternatives for any suggested tools. You can use what you already have at home to create a sacred experience.

  • Not at all. The Ritual Kit PDF includes accessible alternatives for any suggested tools. You can use what you already have at home to create a sacred experience.

  • That’s completely natural. Alchemy & Ecstasy gently guides you through this process with tools and exercises that help you release what no longer serves you while feeling supported. Growth takes courage, and this course is designed to nurture you through it.

  • You’ll receive lifetime access to all course materials. You can revisit modules, meditations, and rituals whenever you need a refresher or deeper integration.

  • Due to the digital nature of the course and the instant access to all materials, refunds are not available. However, I’m confident that if you fully commit to the process, you’ll see profound results.

THIS IS YOUR INVITATION TO RISE

Your shadow isn’t something to fear—it’s your portal to freedom, power, and ecstasy. Ready to stop running and step into your wholeness?

The journey begins February 2. Secure your spot today.